Thoughts ...

Now that I've taken my results, next stop is graduation. Everything seems so reality now. Ooooh, gonna starting working next week. ): All of a sudden I felt so empty, I'm such a nobody, so many unknowns ahead of me, I felt a urge to hide myself, hide from everything. I'm afraid...I'm so worried. I hope there is someone to guide me along the way... What should I do? Emptiness fills my heart...

Can I live up to expectations? I think the questions is not to ask myself whether I can or cannot... I should believe in myself and start to work towards what I wanna achieve. I need to learn to stop dwelling on the past and turn my attention to here and now.

I recently read a book just wanna quote a paragraph on one of the Rules " Everyday that we wake up is a fresh start and we can make of it what we want, write what we want on that blank canvas. Keeping the enthusiasm going can be tough - a bit like trying to take up exercise. The first few times are impossibly hard but if you persevere, then one day you find you're jogging, walking, swimming without conscious effort. But getting going is really tough and requires immense powers of concentration, enthusiasm, dedication and perseverance to keep it. " ...."Home is here now. Each second of this present is precious." ...."Live here, live now, live in this moment."

Oh, sometime ago I came across another article, it says "if you have learned to be independent, you will not be afraid of loneliness anymore."
Is that true? Hmm...

So, what's your future gonna be like?
Have a plan. If you don't plan your plan, it will remain a dream.
Sometimes life can be like a bit like advertising. You'll never know from which bits of effort comes the best reward.



Much Love,
Steph